Today I feel decent. I switched back to my OTC pepcid and it works much better then the stuff I was prescribed. My pain is still there but its much more managable today. I'm getting really motivated with my weight loss and I've lost 7 pounds recently. I get that I have an eating disorder so I may not be eating that healthy or all that much, but I'm working on things in therapy. Also my therapist doesn't care what I eat right now as long as I just eat. Having a restricting eating disorder is a lot different then being a binger. You get treated better by everyone for one thing.

Anyways I'm trying to read a book but I get too tired once I start. So I'm watching CNN the way my old man used to do. Its been the same news since Wednesday.

Man carafate, bentyl, tylenol, and valium combined....

My mom called me a male chauvinist today because I thought a guy should have gotten a job a woman got. Idk. It was just my opinion I wasn't trying to be a jerk.