(((pixiedust)))

Where do you want to be? Do you know? Could you describe it to us? (Without outside influences or societal pressures)

Many people in the throes of depression have great difficulty projecting themselves into the future.

So if you have an idea of where you want to be, as you say, then that is a good first step.


But the depressed-side is negatively colouring your perception of yourself and your sense of self-worth. That needs to be tweaked. And it can definitely get better. It's just hard for you to see that right now. Pretend you have the flu but of the brain and, though horrible, it will pass. Give yourself a lot of TLC and self-care.


I don't know your story, do you have a pdoc and are you being treated for depression? Do you have a psychologist or someone you can talk to?

Sending you good vibes and hope you feel better. Keep posting!