Had many thoughts. I wrote pages (As usual). Then smoked plant (Possibly not a good idea) and a CBN gummy (For sleep), and diazepam - So I'll go to sleep at around, half past midnight.. Wake up for work.. Take caffeine pill (To wake up).

Then at least Monday, I don't work.. I'd like Sativa, have interesting ideas.. I'll buy some at the weed store tomorrow.

I know this is a schiz forum - But this is just the way I'm dealing with my confused, soul.. I take my antipsychotics.. (The Invega Trinza - Which I can't stop anyways =/ But still, the 5mg of olanzepine!).

All is good (I hope!).