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Originally Posted by pliepla
It is at a different location. I had to study. I have no problem she is going or with whom she is going. I felt good about being asked first.
I hope to be not just a friend to somebody some day. I am so scared it will never happen. Just as I was terrified for the blow I was dealt yesterday. I can't continue alone for the rest of my life.
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I wonder that even though you say you want a relationship, deep inside you do everything to avoid it.
You could study in the morning or night or tomorrow. Couple of hours of not studying will not kill you. There will be 22 hours left to study if you go out for two hours.
You say you are in love and want to be with this woman yet when she asks you to partake in clearly romantic event, you say no. I wonder what’s this about. I’d think you’d be ecstatic to go to an event with her, yet you didn’t.
And I wonder if she thought hhmm he goes to tango classes and painting classes and biking and running so clearly he has free time. Yet when I ask him, he had to study and isn’t free. He’s not interested