I'm so sorry for your pain, MuddyBoots. I wish I could take it away.

It sounds like you do not have many supports... what/who do you have in terms of support?


So sorry you've experienced trauma. My heart goes out to you. How long have you been dealing with bulimia?

Could it be that you have C-PTSD which has some symptoms of BPD?

Also what is SUD and SZA? (Please forgive my not knowing the acronyms.)