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The_little_didgee
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Default Jun 18, 2023 at 05:05 PM
 
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The one I went to was just a hospital affiliated ward but it was super boring for me during mania. No electronics. Crappy food. Bizarre roommates who want to cut themselves open.


I don't ever want to go back to an inpatient psych unit again. The place traumatized me.

I remember two patients who tried to end their lives while I was there. One almost died due to an OD. The other lady was very vocal about it and everybody knew. She tried to do it on hospital property. -- It was traumatizing to the other patients. One doesn't forget stuff like this.

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And the piece de resistance all the puzzles were missing pieces and those pieces were all eyes.


I can understand why someone did that. When I went through psychosis pictures of people in magazines, on TV, billboards and my reflection would stare at me. It was penetrating. I felt transparent that my inner being was visible to everyone. My privacy was gone.

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