You suffered and suffer greatly and carry a crushingly heavy burden. Sometimes the most admirable and heroic people in the world are people like you. It is so sad that the only heroes who are celebrated are the ones who do once in a lifetime feats of courage.

You are definitely someone I greatly admire. Having been crushed by burdens before in my own life, I can definitely identify with you. You transcend the misfortunes that oppress you and I only wish I knew what to say that would help you. Hopefully others here will have better words than my poor words.

Your post helps me and will help so many others cope with the terrible burdens they bear. That is a priceless gift to us.

My heart really goes out to you.