I'm so sorry that burdens, and burdens and more burdens are piled on top of you when any one of them is an ordeal in itself. It is great that you help people in your pharmacy work but I can definitely see how it could wear a person down and drain all their joy of living. Parents can sometimes be an overwhelming burden even when they don't want to be. I know this from sad personal experience.

I hope you will be able to make a smooth and painless transition to work you enjoy. You mention art and that is noble work.

Wish I knew what to say to ease your distress but sadly I am at a loss. Today and in the coming days I hope members here will see your post and will have something really helpful to say to you. I regret that I do not really know what to say except that I am rooting for you!