(((RD)))

What Open Eyes said.

In some ways, it's almost like next level grief. Not just losing someone you love, but so many more things on so many different levels. So many different facets. It is a total mind F.

How else should you feel but exactly as you do? Feel it, acknowledge it, give yourself some gentleness for what you've been through. Processing sucks, but it's also the only way to heal.

It's okay to have a day when you're not 100%. Maybe a day where you let some things at home slip. You'll be able to pick up the slack tomorrow or the next day. BTDT.