Why do you have to be doing other things this week? I feel like you get my chaos way more than the peer support person. Peer support says "when you're running at 120%, tense your toes and relax" (paraphrasing), but you understand that when something triggers me, I go from 0-100 within a millisecond, and without thinking I'm reaching for a bottle or a pipe or a razor or a bucket of ice cream followed by a trip to the toilet or my phone to tell people that I'm in crisis once again and end up arguing with them, and right now I can only try to use what limited skills I've learned so far, but 99% of the time I fail (edit: for now. I'm working on it, it's just not working for me yet).

I miss my "big sister" from Concord too. Makes me not care if I get my CD revoked.