ty ((((((((freewill, Christina, wishfulmuscle))))))))
you guys are really nice =)

Free, eating... well i'm like you on what foods i'm allowed. allergic to everything. but binging on soy ice creams and chocolate.

right now, i feel bad no matter what I do. my suppliments got changed around and i feel green .

Wishful - true - no excercise right now - not enough energy. But i work with kids and do recess duty and have 2 sets of stairs in my apt. when i can, i do yoga. i am also dealing with fibro, so that limits me some.

turns out yesterday's severe squishiness was due to an allergic reaction to oil. *sigh*. but I still don't want any squishiness. none! I still live at home due to finances and am judge pretty harshly by my mom. she watches my waste line and curves very closely for any sign of gain - i hate it. she won't stop even when i ask her to. when i lost all the weight, all she'd say is "you lost your butt!" over and over. like i didn't exist except for my butt (or it's smallness). she doesn't say that anymore - just eyes me constantly.
=( kiya
again, thanks for the warm welcome!