I don't have an eating disorder nor do i want one. I do have problems with food sometimes though. Whenever i get something to eat i swear my parents or whoever is around me thinks i'm eating way too much and are thinking i'm fat and i shouldn't eat. Also sometimes i'll stop eating for like 5 days but then i give in, i feel like i can have all or nothing. If i eat then i can't eat healthy, which makes me eat bad and i gain weight, but when i starve it's like i can control that, it makes me not hungry and hungry at the same time, idk if i'm making any sense. I also won't exercise if i'm eating but when i starve i'll exercise, it's just like really annoying. Dieting and exercise take forever, it takes months to work, and i've never been able to stick to it, if i stop eating i lose 5-10 pounds, and i don't gain it back for awhile. Why can't i just eat healthy and make myself exercise. Sorry for the rant, I just needed to get this out there i guess.