I feel like crying. I don’t know if I’m just worn out or what. I force myself to get up at 5am everyday. I don’t even know why. I just feel like I’m more productive when I do that. But I’m exhausted. I technically need more like 10 hours of sleep every night but I’m only getting 5-6 every night. Because I force myself to get up exactly at 5am everyday. I also over schedule my to do lists everyday obsessively to where every hour of every single day is planned out. I’m kind of starting to get stressed from it. I alternate between wanting to cry and wanting to punch myself.

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