r u ok sweetie??? i have definitely been there. i know how u r feeling and i hope these feelings won't cause u to cut even more. please take care. wait it out i am sure everything will be fine. try explaining it to your friend..it is hard for non-cutters to understand. plus today is self-injury awareness day. take advantage of today by using online resources to help your friend understand you better. please be careful. hugs and double hugs