So I told my parents about the big moves we're going to do. It was a million and one questions all negativity. I was asked why we're not moving back. Like the medical issues never happened. My dad actually asked what will happen if something happens to h and I have to move. Way to make me feel like ****. Like there wouldn't be problems if we lived in warmer weather. We're trying to make it so at least in my home I can do basic things by myself like cook, and shower. I understand I'll be stuck at home 6 months out of the year. But I'd be stuck inside all the time if I was at an assisted living place. I don't know what they want from me. No I do know what they want they want me to move back and pretend like everything is fine. I can't. I don't even know how to explain all the ****ed up ness.
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Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
Comfortable broken and happy
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