I'm starting with a new therapist tomorrow. I have lost count on how many therapists I've seen. But I have a feeling this one will be the one that will change my life. Maybe it's because I've had enough of being sick. Problem is this therapist is a male and I haven't been treated by a male therapist since the "incident." I don't want to bring baggage into the therapy relationship. I think I have grown since that incident over 2 years ago. I will never forget it but I will move on. No matter hos good looking this therapist it I will not let transferrence get in the way... I have boundaries. I just thought I should share the fact that I am getting a new therapist. Like I said I think I am stronger and I have a brighter outlook on getting better, I know I have issues like narcissism, obessions with wanting people dead etc... but I know I can beat this.