I'm so sorry you're going through this.

When I told the nurse at emerg that I was psychotic, I wasn't believed. I had been previously turned away because I wasn't bad enough. I'm highly functioning and didn't 'look' ill enough I guess... anyway, it's a long story...

Keep posting here... and perhaps document what you're experiencing in a journal?

Again I'm so sorry you're going through this and to add to it your friend isn't being there for you... that's awful.

I wish you had someone to advocate for you... your therapist should be doing that for you!! It makes me so angry that so many people get called 'therapist' but their degree isn't worth the paper it's printed on. Is this person an actual psychologist?! Makes me think we should get a degree in psychology...!