Hubby went to a funeral today, so I was home alone. The friend said she understood if I didn't come.
I thought I'd enjoy the time more, but I didn't. The electricity briefly went off and when it returned I failed at getting the internet up and running again. I'm using phone data. Also, one of our new heating/AC units started leaking water onto the wooden floor in the living room. I turned it off, but it leaked more so put a bowl under it. The water left a stain on the floor.
I made a French Provencal stew today, but will eat it tomorrow. Now I'm just lying around with a feeling of malaise. I feel so unhappy. Needing to be patient longer and not knowing what's ahead is a small torture.
Our friend's dog "The Killer" killed yet again. This time one of the neighbor's baby bunny rabbits. Of course the neighbor should secure them better, but at the same time many dogs don't kill animals on a regular basis, or at all. The neighbor also said he was going to build a fence, but hasn't. That would at least keep the dog a little away. A few days ago, the dog even attacked a much larger dog that was chained to its dog house. That dog had its jaws around "The Killer" in defence. The owner had to open his dog's jaw with a rod. "The Killer" was lucky she didn't get killed, but she has teeth marks on her body. She's generally friendly with us, but I confess I wouldn't want her near any pet.
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Dx: Bipolar type 1
Psych Medications:
* Tegretol XR (carbamazepine ER) 800 mg
* Lamictal (lamotrigine) 150 mg
* Seroquel XR (quetiapine ER) 500 mg
I also take meds for blood pressure, cholesterol, and tachycardia.
Last edited by Soupe du jour; Jun 22, 2023 at 10:13 AM.
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