Keeping busy keeps the enormous grief at bay whilst I'm busy.
When I'm not busy it settles in my chest.
It's a Catch 22, because it bothers me that I can no longer engage with the good that Steve put into the world, but at the same time I have to be mindful of not being a complete wreck.
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin
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