(((((((SelfHarmLove)))))))))))))

Your "yoyo" dieting/bingeing concerns me a bit... that can lead to problems where you can fully develop an eating disorder that is very hard to stop by yourself (my opinion, and I'm not a medical professional)

I've seen you post in Self Injury, right? Control can be a big issue in self-injury and eating disorders because it gives us a sense of control over something when other things in our lives suck (or are hard) and we don't feel like we're in control of our own life.

Have you talked to your T about this? Perhaps you can ask to see a dietician as well if you're concerned about the types of food you eat?

Be careful, and take care of yourself.