I'm beyond furious at my sister. I'll leave it at that. I just want this hell in life to be over with. I don't mean life, though. Just the extreme stressors.

I'm entering the stage of depression where I feel paralyzed. Incapable of doing what I should do to even work my way out of it. I'm sure others here understand. "Snap out of it!" doesn't work in such cases. How and when the gates of inprisonment open can be a mystery.