i can relate! im a sports enthusiast so im always out doing something, and i love not eating.. it makes me feel so strong, and in control. But i realize i have to, to have the energy i need to be so active.. when i can't eat healthy and i neeeed to eat, i binge on bad things, and purge... its an aweful thing to kick but it was so easy to start.. careful lovey that you dont let things get too out of control like i did!