I'm glad clozaril works for me too. I tried loxapine before I went on it but it caused muscle spasms and I was paranoid on it so I wasn't on it very long. It's too bad it had the side effects because I liked it; if I'd reached a therapeutic dose without problems it might have been quite good for me. But most of my time on it was miserable unfortunately. I've been on clozaril for 7.5 years now and hopefully it will work indefinitely.