I am sick. Pain in my ears. So that was that. Felt tired and thought it was depression and so it was physical illness.
That was a thoughtful lesson! "Don't ask
why something is happening, but
what you can do with it", says "the book". Well I have been resting and I will need to call some friends about tomorrow. We had planned something.
It's OK. The summer has more days to do fun things later ...