Woo! It's summer =]

No hypnotic heart palps last night. But I cried etc, felt really good. It's always like that (At night), my mood lifts, more sensitive. Need to be knocked out with zopiclone.

This morning was difficult (To get ready for the day) - I slept 12 hours, refreshed now.

I want to attend to goals, go running, fix the mountain bike etc.. But there needs to be people around.. otherwise I lack motivation. The only person I talk to is my mom. And it's been this way for like 2 years. I miss the pandemic parties (A little).