i'm not mature .. just more mature then most kids my age maybe i dunno
if i could just distract myself.. thats the problem! I come in chat and try to joke around as if to joke it all away and well .. not wanting to be sound depressed all the time.. so i joke around to cover it up. Not that I dont like joking around in chat with people I do like it. But sometimes its a cover i guess. an act
And i can't really hide it from my brother anyway he'd know what im trying to do right away... but yes... i'll try to think of some stuff to do together.. could use a laugh

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