thanks split. Im in awe that im finally getting recognition that its not "all in my head" and im not just "lazy".. words that have been used to explain what ive felt for years.

And my very own nurse - well I will have the best care and jeremy will too so I am just so thankful. And its all being covered by welfare as I am considered special needs now.

Things are finally looking up for me. I deserve it. Its been a long tough road.