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thankyou so so much. i had therapy today and have started work on the kerry who has been 'frozen' in time or so my t says. the thing s i know i am writing this stuff, it is co consciousness .... but i find it easier to talk how i feel deep inside, how i want to talk, like a little girl to get the feelings out ..... my t says this is fine as long as i feel safe.

i have had a lot of sad feelings today as i was telling t about flashbacks, new ones and dreams etc .... she says little kerry needs to be nurtured. i hope this makes sense. after i posted this i went to sleep i was so tired.

thankyou once again and thankyou for the ,lovely flowers, much love and many hugs, Kerry xxx