Thank you Scarlet! I read your thread about this and I was so in awe of how you are handling it all. Not easy by any means I am sure but I feel very far away from being able to be like that.
I am with my T 6 months which I realise isn’t long in comparison. I know everyone says to take it slow but I’m always in a rush to do the work before I get myself terminated. Like I just can’t imagine myself in therapy for years, I don’t feel like my problems are that bad. I don’t feel I will have that long or would even deserve that long to build a relationship.
Therapy hurts, that’s all I know
I really don’t think I can tell her. Theres a strong chance she wont even remember the session in question. We’ve switched to working on goals instead and although it was a relief in a way, I’m devastated that we are giving up on the other stuff as I always felt it wasn’t important to anybody and now it feels like it really lies forgotten. Maybe I should go with it and see if it helps our relationship to work on something else.
Hugs to you, hope your situation continues to work out as best as it can ❤️❤️