Hi @TheGal
I feel I am ok that same journey of finding my identity it seems to me that is a moving target and I also get older and anyways a messed up situation for me. But you are not alone on this.

One book that helped me a bit was “Man in Search of Meaning” Viktor Frankl

I really wish and hope you get better, and we all do.

EO

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