I stayed home today. I slept poorly so i had a nice long three-hour rest this afternoon. It was delicious. But it's evening now and i've been painfully bored. I even ordered up some liquor before i found out it would take 1.5 hours to deliver. Cancelled that. I can get some tomorrow in person. I took some extra Valium just to try and escape but so far it's not working. I might have too much of a tolerance for it to be effective. Heavy sigh! I'm going to bed and if i just lay there, so what.