I'm not dead inside! (Only the real me is...). But.. I do research, try to be positive.. I'm curious.. I have insight to give to my psychiatrist..

Of course I'm not smart enough, to do all of this stuff very easily..

I just exercise my thoughts.. It's all a matter of perspective. Good and bad things happen..

I'm drinking chamomile tea, and my mom made dinner. I'm chill.. All is okay. I just wish it wasn't only very few people that can see into my mind, decisions and intentions. And want to try and understand.

Someone shouted at me today, he said "Get out of the alleyway" (Cuz I don't walk on the main street - I'm not comfortable around so many people). But before he shouted at me? I was walking in front of his forklift.. I gave him a small "look" (Just of observation).

I hate it. He probably sees me walking through there all the time - And wants to control me. Idk if it's legal to walk through that alleyway. I want people to leave me alone.

This Earth is nonsense. No one owns it. This is why wars are fought. Murdeerrr lives foreveerr, and so does warrrr....