This is true, Artley. L would never maliciously or intentionally hurt me. This I know. I'm not in a forgiving place right now, but I am in a place where I want to see if we can work through this. L and J want me to honor, validate, and express my feelings, not ignore or push the feelings away. I know there was no intention of betrayal AND that is how I feel right now.

Thank you, Artley. I really hope one day I can get to a healthier state like you. I am trying.