I see you are from Venezuela. Not an easy place at the moment so I understand why you are hesitant to return but maybe being at home with family would be better?

I also recall now asking you if you went to court several years ago and you never answered. Did family court deny you visitation rights?

If that’s the case you might have to wait to reestablish contact when your kids are 18. I know that happens to people. Your kids will be adults or maybe already are and you can try then