Yep I relate. I'm so sick of people and their bs. Unfortunately most people do nothing but bring all kinds of trouble to your life, not PEACE.

I've learned the hard way TOO MANY TIMES that peace is rarely obtainable with others in my space. It is what it is apparently.

It's so sad because all people have to do is be respectful and NOT treat others like crap. You don't have to be best friends everyone you meet or be super duper nice, just be a decent, respectful human being that doesn't treat people like crap. That's all. But NOPE most people would rather waste energy to disrespect, gaslight, bully, demean, harass, hurt, etc. people around them. They'd rather treat others like crap like that's acceptable! It's ridiculous and I'm done.

I just want solitude so I can have PEACE.