An onslaught of emotions today. Feeling quite on the negative side and want to crawl in a hole so I don't bring anyone down with me. In all honesty, despite the court stuff coming up, this has been the best time of my life because I am actually interacting with people and being present in the world after being hidden behind my computer for well over a decade.

I just keep getting shaken with the What ifs? I wish I knew how to turn that off.