I had to get out of floristry because it was risk for me that was two years ago and I mentioned it here. My mother isn't abusing me she just yells that's not abuse. It just that it's frustrating. I did other courses in that time and who said I didn't try to get disability payments at this point your going off assumptions and have no idea what your saying. I studied but they want people that have experience in what they do you should know that since you work. I got work experience at the hospital but still that doesn't mean that guarantees me a job at the hospital. I applied for that job and didn't get it. So I keep on applying and keep on studying. Never said my mother abused me. She just yells. So I don't understand how you could interpret it that way. I am on payments but kindly stop commenting because you don't know what your talking about and your offending me with your assumptions