Well the way I see it you have a couple options. One is to get full and proper treatment for your depression, if you’re not already, and to make yourself work consistently…. Meaning making sure your depression doesn’t interfere with work. Or second option is to get a psychiatrist’s evaluation and to apply for disability if your depression is so great that you absolutely cannot work. If you go on disability, you may need to live with family, or get government housing, depending on where you live. I’ve dealt with depression all my life. With treatment, I’ve been able to consistently work full time. It does get challenging at times, but I do take days off as needed.