I overslept and felt very tired. Despite of that I was able to finish my morning routine. After that I was troubled by too many thoughts. You know when you want to stay focused and you are not able to get your mind back on track. After some failed trying I decided to go off my ordinary plan and to do my work (online). I was able to focus on that, but now, afterward I feel sad and very tired

I suppose it is some old hurt that is lying there and pressing my buttons. So it is, even the best plan cannot always be of help. To me it is the diabetes as well as other physical plagues that I have to handle as well. Diabetes can sometimes give an enormous tiredness together with problems to remember there and then. When it is that way, people who don't know me well, can get the idea that I have cognitive problems. In some way that is right, but only for the moment, not as a permanent state of being. Sometimes there is nothing else to do then to accept that it is the way it is ... That's my problem this evening (to accept). I am so tired of all these physical illnesses!