Thank you all. I'm still processing all of this... it's a mess for the most part. It's even difficult for me to talk about this on here. I haven't been this locked up about it since it was going on when I was a kid... it's scary how 2 months has made me backslide this far.

Thanks again, this is immensely helpful... my plan is to start therapy but if I can't get back to that town, I can't start school, which means I can't go to the free therapist there. Ugh. The state's funding for indigent care clients for mental health is frozen so it will be nearly impossible to get assistance there... Plus, probably most sad of all...l work in the field, so that limits my options that couldn't be considered a dual relationship.

Pooooop.

Hope you are well.