I wish I had explained myself better when I said that therapy was starting to feel like one of those boxes I mentioned. What I meant, and I sure wish I'd had these words earlier, was that lately I feel like I'm trying to be something there, that I'm now realizing that I'm not. That being, what I think you want me to be. Eh, I don't know if that makes any more sense than what I did say, so, oh well. I'm sure that you somehow still understood the spirit of what I was saying, even if the words didn't quite make sense. You're intuitive like that.

Still, I hope I didn't hurt your feelings. I'm using what I've learned in CoDA though and trusting you to manage your own 'stuff' if I did; also cuz you said I never have to apologize for anything there... so... I'm taking you at your word. I just finished a poem about the boxes thing and about what I said today. It's in my poetry blog, so if you ever do look at it again, you'll see it.