I feel the same. I can't tell if it is a normal feeling for this stage in my life or if there is something wrong. I went to a therapist and I didn't feel she was helpful. Most of the time she told me my reasons were normal. She would tell me to go out and do things but was as if she had never done them herself so she didn't know how outlandish / silly they were. Ie. tell me to go out and make friends... where?

Over mylife time I have tried with groups of people and often people "say" they want a group but when it comes down to it they go find a relative or a boyfriend to use.

I feel like I am falling into a phobia but I just don't have the energy to fight it anymore. I just don't feel like talking with people. 99% of the time they make me feel bad or otherwise push me into doing things I don't want.

I can't even talk to people at stores anymore. I went to sign up at the gym and the lady behind the counter was so stupid and creepy. I am sure she charged me wrong for the gym membership and I couldn't get her to focus on doing it right. I just wanted away from her so badly. Primary because I felt like I was going to yell at her. But also, I just didn't want to talk and I felt frustrated... why do have to deal with this person? Why can't I find people to "Help" me.

I went to a shelter this week for pets and the girls were just so unhelpful. I thought I would be able to just go in and look around but they have this insane system where you have to write your name down and get in line and one person at a time in the room and if you see an animal you want you can ask them to take it out... OMG -- at this point I had lost all patience with the entire thing.

I just don't want to be around people anymore. I am tried of jumping through the hoops. It is the rare occassion where anything goes right.

I don't feel like suicide but I feel like just never leaving my house. There is nothing out there that is worth it anymore.