I, kebsfroggy, a frog of little brain don't have the answer. However, a friend of mine who is also my sister, says to do one thing everyday.

There have been many days when washing my hair was the only thing I accomplished.

However, many times one small thing leads to others and your motivation will begin to return. That's not to say there won't be a lot of ups and downs. However as the small successes mount the emptiness will subside.

Be kind to yourself. I hope things begin looking up for you very soon.

((((( fastfalling )))))