My friend texted me yesterday with wonderful news, he hasn't been fired. Now that he'll let me talk again I have nothing to really say. I'm going through a weird transit or progression. I wish I had been aware of the consequences of missing my clinic appointment back on that awful day in 2017. I didn't know they could commit someone long-term. That's where my astrological skills should have helped me. I was having the beginning of my 2nd Saturn return and prison/hospitalization/confinement was right there to caution me. I stopped paying attention to my chart and I'm paying for that now. What I'm really afraid of is this place closing and me being moved to a state hospital. All my worst fears have been coming true since about 2005. If they move me to a hospital I don't think they'd let me have my phone, but I don't know. I just keep praying and praying for a shorter life. Less suffering. My chart is all about suffering. I accepted that before I landed here, it's been horrible.

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