I woke up last night around 10 or so. I don't remember if I got back to sleep or not between 10 and 3. I just remember at 3 I was ready for Prime Day so I could order a pair of wireless bluetooth earbuds. Then I dozed off until 6:30.

I had to take my cat to the vet. The other one. He weighs almost 16 pounds and the vet says he needs to weigh 14 pounds. So she told us to cut back on his food and to bring him back to be weighed in a month. He also has an ear infection. I was wondering if he was hard of hearing. He doesn't seem to respond to his name or to other noises the way my other cat does. So they cleaned out his ear and gave us some medicine. No clue how easy it will be to get it in him.

Anyways after paying that large bill I came home. The trip didn't do me any good pain wise. The drive and the standing and carrying the 16 pound cat. I need to get that scan soon.

Overall mental health wise I'm doing good although on Tuesdays I can get slightly down in the dumps. Its not too bad though.

I guess the way to describe how I'm feeling is I feel like I'm going to have a seizure or something. I feel like all weird when I stand up like electric currents are running through me. I took all my meds properly today.

The weird electric feeling passed. Now I just want to puke or **** my guts out. And I'm ****ing exhausted I could sleep all afternoon.

This is not normal