I think maybe it might be the best thing to do all around. However, my pdoc said today that he didn't think I should go back, that it would be all about her and could be very painful for me. He said he did not approve of the way she handled this and that I deserved better after a 5 year relationship. He said he would never do it like she did.

He is normally only a med manager, but he said he would be willing to step up and do therapy with me on a limited basis, which is really all I need.

So, I'm feeling better tonight. I like him and I trust him. I had to laugh when he told me that my therapist was sending him all kinds of patients from her group and he could certainly see and understand that I don't have a thing in common with any of them!

It is his opinion that T and group leader have lost their perspective and can't see the forest for the trees.

Thanks for all your kind support. It has sustained me over the last few days and I appreciate each and every one of you.
Love,
Okie