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Old Jul 12, 2023, 02:00 PM
JustTotallyLost JustTotallyLost is offline
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Originally Posted by Open Eyes View Post
Honestly, some people don’t love the way we might want or think. Even when we try and love them, it f it’s not there, it doesn’t matter what effort we put into it.

Yes, it can be very disheartening and deeply disappointing.

It’s up to you to know your worth. This means learn to value your own achievements even when others don’t. That’s on them not you.
I wrote her a poem yesterday and we talked a lot last night.

I told her that I'm willing to accept her decision. But, i also asked her " aren't you surprised that i didn't leave when you sent me that text?"

She answered, "Yes, i still dont know why uou didn't freak out."

I answered, "because I'm in love with you and you cannot kill my love. I married you forever and ever, no matter what."

I then told her this, "You need to know that you matter. "We" matter. We could fix this. My heart is always with you, even if you reject me."

Here's the last thing i said to her last night:

I'm telling you this because i do not want to run into you, 20 years from now, and have you say, "you know, if you would have owned up to your failures and asked me for a chance, i would have given it to you."

I'm officially asking you for the chance to re-write this ending. If you still want to split, I'll agree to whatever terms you ask and I'll keep loving you, no matter what happens. "

"But, having said that, always remember this, i loved you enough to go all the way to eternity with you and i ONLY let go because you were ready to move on."

Who knows where this will go???