Psilocybin made my heart beat a little harder - But had good thoughts. I was talking someone about "Avoidant PD" and he was like "I have Narcissistic PD" - I thought to myself "Why.. This is supposed to be a trippy, loving place".
All the love is dying in places. People just become toxic, immature etc.
Anyway, had a session of lying down, and thinking about everything.. I went to sleep at 1am, woke up at 1pm.
In the morning, my mom was banging around in the kitchen/making noise + The window was open (So cars were constantly driving by/machinery etc) - Had to get up and close it. The blinds were open, so I got up again and shut them, waiting for the dextroamphetamine to kick in... My mom kept waking me up (So I could make an appointment for the Invega Trinza injection that it overdue to take.., so I did that..).
I felt much better after a coffee etc, and getting ready for the day.. I want to listen to some podcast (About neuroscience), or continue reading some book - I guess that I also have to inform myself about corruption/society/conspiracies (Or else I'll feel FOMO)..
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