Eh, it didn’t happen 🙈🙈 She was extra bright and chatty and I felt I had to go with it 🤣 So I sort of swallowed my feelings… We are doing surfacey stuff so it was easy to just roll with it. Faking it does help sometimes in the short term and I did get some decent advice from her so it was sort of ok.
I feel like I’m abandoned on the hard stuff to be honest and like I’ll always be on my own. I’ve given myself a nice new burn and looking at it / feeling it sting helps I guess! I know I can do it again if I need to and that helps!
I feel so pathetic about it as I’m a grown woman and should know better..But I can get on with things etc and have good moments too so it’s not so bad.