I realize that I've never had a problem with doing basic things (Since I took the Vyvanse as prescribed - For 4 years now).

10mg of Vyvanse BB?... No nvm, it'd make you too anxious... At least it does in the beginning.. Quite a bit for many..

I'm just grateful for that then.. That I'm stimulated. I used to complain (Heavy), cryyyingg on this forum, "I'm so tired/fatigued/sleepy/sedated etc".. And it didn't stop.. I slept for 16-18 hours a day..

Why must that have happened.. At least I've built tolerance to the antipsychotics now.. It was a miserable time.

I did nothing too. My ex step dad would get me to do labour every day - And when he saw me relaxing and thinking for myself? - He'd become afraid.. that I'd come to my senses or something (Like any normal prisoner would).

But I also had Avoidant PD, and isolated myself from everyone anyways.. Bad social anxiety. So I've spent.. My early 20's? - Doing the things that I should have done when I was a teenager.

Anyway, don't mind me..